As I journey through my “professional career” I wonder if I’m being stupid or persevering.
How do I balance the human side with the experience of God providing?
Last week I got an email from a long time ministry partner saying that they were stopping their financial support.
I was crushed and was bombarded with thoughts of defeat and wondering if I was being stupid in continuing this journey of support raising.
I began looking for jobs and being conflicted about what to do.
I spent the weekend in a funk and seriously thought the time had come to find a “real job”.
Then on Monday I went into the office to find that a current ministry partner had increased their financial commitment by exactly the same amount our support decreased!
So, some may say I’m being stupid and I may even feel that way some days, but one thing us true…it’s a lot more fun to be in positions where God has to show up.